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As I love to imagine my life as a sprawling story with a wide cast of characters, I have written their little bios to reflect the storybook nature of things. Please keep in mind that I am writing them as I knew them and only writing what I was allowed by them to see. All of them are and were so much more than can be summarized within a short blurb.
A young, bright-eyed romantic with an everlasting love for stories, people, and all things dark and melancholy. Madi finds themself returning back to their home town after a long, thankless, brutal year away with a new lease on life and a fierce determination to live it to the fullest. Though many things back in the sleepy little mountain town of Granite Falls have changed, just as many remain the same comforts they always were, and Madi is intent to never take them for granted again.
Madi identifies themself as a perky goth and enjoys long walks through the moonlit town graveyard. They spend most of their free time talking online with their friends both near and far, as well as running a small channel on a fairly new video platform called "YouTube." They like writing, drawing, cosplaying, and consuming absolutely lethal amounts of Dr. Pepper and Hot Pockets. They're proudly out as queer, and waffle between identifying as bisexual and "lesbian with exceptions." Madi is a staunch pacifist and devout wiccan, and believes in the threefold law of karma like it is pure gospel.
Despite their edgy appearance, they are oddly popular at school, and seem to encounter no problems making friends with just about anyone.
Hyperactive, boundlessly creative, and delightfully unorthodox, Shade is Madi's best friend forever. Though they only met a few years prior, it has taken the two of them no time at all to become inseparable. None of the typical suspects can seem to hold a candle to their bond as friends--not Shade's latent romantic feelings for Madi, not the fact that they operate on completely different sleep schedules, and certainly not the year they've just been forced to spend mostly apart. It seems that, barring the endtimes, there is little on planet earth that can break this dynamic duo apart.
Beneath their goofy exterior, Shade is a romantic guy with a good heart who has an unfortunate tendency to wind up in the wrong place at the wrong time. They seem to create with unending stamina, filling sketchbooks in mere days and always having a new idea for a character design or silly comic strip. Sometime in the 7th grade they were wrongfully expelled from GFMS for the unforgivable crime of having a cosplay prop, but the friend group has taken careful note to continue to include them whenever they're able.
Just like Madi, Shade loves anime, video games, and cartoons. When not at Madi's house, their grandparents' suburban paradise is where most of the wild preteen parties take place. They have an affinity for cats and monkeys.
AKA: Cody, Matt, Hojo, Roxas (shared)
Trent is a soft-spoken, gentle-hearted guitarist and lyricist who prefers to keep to himself and a few really good friends. He and Madi met in the year they were attending 7th grade at a new school, and after a multitude of twists and turns and tiptoeing around one another, the two finally began dating sometime in winter of 2008.
Behind a long mop of dark curls, Trent is the definition of calm waters running deep. The only thing he enjoys more than writing music is listening to it, and this is one of Madi's absolute favourite things about him. Currently, the two of them are working through the teenage version of "long distance," as they complete middle school in different cities, but they visit every other weekend and seem to be going strong despite it.
AKA: Matsuda / Packy
Independant, stylish, charismatic, and intelligent, Mello refuses to allow themself to be put into a box. A confident speaker with a passion for creative writing, they're a social butterfly beloved by all for their free spirit and paradoxically agreeable demeanour. Mello will don Hollister jeans on Monday and Tripp pants on Wednesday, and one can't help but feel drawn to the way both somehow manage to fit them like a glove.
Mello and Madi have known each other since elementary school, where their paths were more or less forced to cross due to their strange, real-life narrative-foil-esque relationship. Not only were the two of them vastly more mature than their peers, but similarly academically gifted and eloquent in speech. To make matters even more cosmic, they had strikingly similar first names.
Though their relationship has had a whirlwind of ups and downs throughout the years, the pair currently find it... inexplicably stronger than ever? With Mello's ventures into fandom and anime, they have more to bond over than they ever have before, and that ruthless competitive streak that often wedged itself in between them prior has now turned into something that's... almost fun.
AKA: Duncan (shared)
A sheltered young individual with incredibly strict parents who more or less raised themself on Cartoon Network. Through the boundless power of Shared Fandom, Ryuzaki and Madi became scarily fast friends and have been annoying everyone around them ever since.
Ryuzaki's constant manic energy is in large part fueled by their love of all things sugary and sweet. They enjoy making costumes and props and staying up until ungodly hours of the morning text-messsage RPing L x Beyond Birthday smut with Madi. Though they're not allowed to dress the edgier, mallgothier way they truly desire, Madi is sure to sneak them over to their own house whenever possible and let them borrow the breadth of the full Hot Topic catalogue.
AKA: L, Bridgette
Blonde, brilliant, and conventionally beautiful, Kirara's at the freak table by choice. She's earned her place as a mainstay in Madi's friend group by virtue of being a member of the original Inu-Tachi, a tightly-knit quartet that partnered up in the 6th grade and have refused to separate ever since, despite everything the world throws at them. They'd apparently known each other much longer than that through a distant cousin, though neither of them really remember that far back.
Kirara is cat-eyed and flirtacious and delights in charming people to get precisely what she wants, whenever she wants it. She's not afraid to use her looks to her advantage, and even less afraid to boast about her ability to do so. Despite the fact that she looks more like a model than a nerd, she too found her way into Madi's circle via their shared love of fandom and anime.
AKA: Lindsay, Misa
An artsy free-spirit with wild red hair, a face full of freckles, and a smile that could end wars. Clair has an aura about her that almost seems to nudge one to live in the moment and be young and wild and free.
Only there for a few summers and off to new things in a flash... and yet, despite her short time in Madi's story, she most certainly deserves a spot on this page.
AKA: Linda, Izzy
The new kid. Just got here from Ohio.
He's chill.
AKA: Ohio
The following are ALL my devious journal entries from September 2008 - September 2009! As dA scrubbed their old posting format, I am unable to archive the 'eating/drinking/listening to' format originally present in them, but I hope you will enjoy reading of my daily life and thoughts regardless!
(Parentheses) indicate that a name has been changed. These names remain consistent throughout all my autobiography pages. Check the "characters" tab for a list of who these people are in my life and why they matter to me! A notable amount of unremarkable entries were left out, mostly just me doing tag memes & promoing my youtube videos. This is just the good stuff. Enjoy!
October 7th, 2008
I use song lyrics or journal entires usually, thought I'd apply that rule here.
When I'm not making shitty artwork out of bases due to my lack of talent, I'm making Death note amvs and batshit random TDI videos.
youtube.com/Madiyasha
Also I needed a reason to update. I totally neglect this feature.
Weird considering I'm quite the chatterbox. Spose I should start somewhere, amirite?
Uh. I'm young, that's all I'm gonna say. I'm a perfect clone of Gwen from TDI, my current obsession...
KHV is my home, if you're there you'll know.
Don't expect much from me.
Friendship, on the other hand... o:
November 30th, 2008
Spoilers ensue, so don't read if you haven't seen this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=8D50MW…
Oh my goshhh, fangirl time!
Okay, so I loved nearly everything about this. Justin was freaking lulzy, getting everyone to give him shit with his looks. Harold and Leshawna made me kinda of sad, Bridgette and Geoff MAKING OUT EVERY FIVE SECONDS were awesome. And LOL, Geoff falling off the cliff!
"AHHHHHH I LOVE YOUUUUUUU!"
If I were any normal TDI fan this is the part where I'd talk about DuncanxCourtney because FOR SOME REAOSN EVERYBODY LOVES THEM. But meh, Courtney was an annoying shit. She was like the next Izzy in this!
"Go get em, Honey!"
"I'm coming for you next, sweetheart!"
I gotta admit, that made me laugh a little, her calling him honey x3
Noah and Eva were silly. That's gonna be a new couple popping up around here, I just know it.
"Justin! The anti-me! We meet again."
Noah, I love you.
It was also cute how he was pretending to become an hero when Harold was talking to him.
Speaking of Harold, he must be jesus! He purified the witch!
I gotta admit -- I cried. When Heather got her ass handed to her multiple times, and Harold came to her even after she betrayed him, I cried. Seeing Heather break down like that and basically reform made me happy, I've always liked her, and maybe now that she's losing her mean-ness the rest of the fanbase will follow. She's needs just a little more love.
I also like how Tyler got a bigger part -- he was cute in his own fail way.
, I was a bit disappointed when I made it to the end, because all I could asked myself was...
Wait, wait, wait. Where's the TrentxGwen?
I was realy sad, actually. They're my favorite couple and they only got one kiss in the entire series! Just ONE cute little Trent/Gwen moment would've been nice... I was hoping for it the entire time.
Oh well.
Oh oh oh! And when Heather was getting her ass beat by those beavers? TRENT'S LAUGH! By god, I think I'm in love!
Leshawna and Harold... aww, I wouldve liked more of their adorable little crack pairing.
Beth and Lindsay, rofl!
AND KATIE AND SADIE! I ADORE THOSE TWO!
"Does Justin go number 2?"
"No way!"
Gwen also made me laugh in the beginning with her goth friends xDD Trent looked kinda horified.
"This is Marilyn... Pixie-Corpse.... REAPERRRR!"
Ahhh, cute little stereotypical demon-child.
And oh noes, Crazy!Courtney is back.
Noah ran away screaming like a girl IN HIS BABY-BLUE GITCH. What does the Gaydar say about Noah's homo level?
Oh, its WAAAAY over 9000.
Courtney? Total bitch. Leaving Duncan for 1 million dollar, I'm sorry but that really made me hate her. She was VERY irritating in this =/
But, how could I forget the best line in the entire damn special?
"And this one time... at computer camp..."
Harold, winnar.
All in all, I can only say one thing about this...
January 9th, 2009
No words...
Thank god for youtube
January 11th, 2009
I just realized I really don't like updating this thing.
ANYWHOOO~
So I've been reading on the Teletoon webbie and I got some good news and bad news for the TxG fanbase 8D
The good news is that there's gonna be a LOT of it in the next 3 episodes and maybe further. The bad news is it's gonna be a bit of a strained relationship.
SPOILERZ AHEAD.
So apparently episode two is a challenge involving a classic space movie where the ex-campers or whatever the hell we call them now (thespians...?) have to find alien eggs while chef fires shit out of them from a FRICKEN LAZER. Gwen and Trent win, yadda yadda, which means they pick teams.
Which means they compete against each other.
Gwen picks Duncan, which pisses off Trent. Oh, big scary punk, BROTHERHOOD OF TEH PPL HOO WERE BLAKK.
MY BELOVED GWEN WILL FALL EVER SO DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH HIM!
Or something like that.
So Trent picks Lindsay.
Pretty girl, popular hunky guy, no Tyler around to stop anything...
OH DEAR, MY BELOVED TRENT LOVES HER MORE THAN ME, BACKLASHHHH
So it takes them a while to get over this.
MEANWHILE, FOR THE BETHXJUSTIN FANBASE...
Beth is developing this huuuge crush on Justin or something. not the same kind of omg-your-so-hot-i-want-you-inside-of-me that everyone else has, but a serious crush. This kinda screws with her team.
Trent's having the same problem, trying to keep Gwen won over--his love for her in general is interfering with his team's focus.
Anyways, that's all we've got for now. I'm super excited.
January 20th, 2009
I don't like Duncan anymore.
Courtney, get your ass back on the show and peel him away from Gwen. She is Trent's and ONLY Trent's.
Trent's puppy dog face is now my new favorite thing ever. It melts me inside 8D
~Hairspray is manly~
~Snmmmmeeeell it.~
~Na na na na. DA DA DA DA. Hey, hey, hey, GOOOOOOD BYYYEEE~
January 30th, 2009
so I logged in to DA today and at the top of the screen, my update thingy said:
9 deviations, 9 messages
...is the ghost of Trent and Gwen's romance haunting me?
'Cause I don't always like weird.
---
So, I propose something to the TDA/TDI fanbase.
From now on, the Gwen/Trent relationship shall not be called "Gwent", rather, "Nine"
Its like a super-special inside joke, no?
February 4th, 2009
Have you ever gotten like, a normal cold..
but for some reason it feels like freaking hell
and you want to collapse and SLEEP but you can't because you can't breath through your nose and when you breathe through your mouth you wake up in the morning NOT ABLE TO SWALLOW
...cause I hate it. IT KILLS ME.
Also, I'm pale...er x3 I look like a frigging albino
EDIT: AND ANOTHER THING
What the hell is with all the ChrisxLindsay lately? For the last 3 days its been everywhere.
February 8th, 2009
www.traileraddict.com/trailer/…
OMG
OMG
OMG
LOL. LOL. LOL. I AM SO SEEING THIS MOVIE.
----
OKay so seriously now.
In DA news, I'm pretty sure I got rid of the phish on my account. I changed my password a third time and so far so good.
In news of art... I'm gonna be doing a lot more of it.
I have shitty coloring skills and half-decent lineart skills. So, if you ever seen any of my lineart up that you want to color, go for it.
February 10th, 2009
Gwen... dumped Trent....
And... he got... voted... off...?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
February 10th, 2009
I dumped him.
Damn you, Gwen.
Damn you and your ability to be mentally connected with me.
Such a bad coincidence.
February 13th, 2009
Sooo, some minor update-age with my life.
Okay, me and "Trent" got back together about an hour after we broke up x3 I'm sorry. but I can't live without that boy. He's too damn fine and sweet and nice and ahh. I'm in love. Shush!
Now let's hope Gwen and Trent follow suit.
Anyways, the day after we broke up I'd been crying so much that my head was near exploding, so I stayed home from school and my friends FREAKED. One thing you should know about me is that ever since I was five, I've been an obsessor. And when I become obsessed with something, I have to give my friends nicknames after the characters. I did it with The Powerpuff girls (I was Buttercup!), Pokemon (I was Blaziken!), Kids Next Door (Numbuh mofuckin' Four!), Teen Titans (Raaaven), InuYasha (most importantly, I was MadiYasha), Kingdom Hearts (Axel. Got that shit memorized?), Fullmetal Alchemist (Gluttony!), and Death Note (Beyond!) (In that order.)
Following Madi policy, all my friends have TDI nicknames. I couldn't stop this childish little quirk if I wanted to--it's in my DNA and it's special to me.
So I get this text from "Beth" that says, like, "We're dropping the TDI thing because we heard about you and Trent. We're concerned about your health, Madi. This is for the best."
It. Pissed. Me. Off.
Beth is a friend I only aqquired this year. First off--she's fucking annoying. But the thing with me is Im a friend to everyone. She may be irritating--quoting Family Guy all the time, asking me to make Kingdom Hearts/Dane Cook crossovers, singing random songs in her not-so-great voice--but I love her. She's a part of me.
What angered me was the fact that she thought she had the freaking right to just waltz in and take authority. She even got Geoff and Bridgette in on it. The only people still on my side were Owen, Duncan, Izzy, Harold and Leshawna, maybe Noah. That's when the rebellion started.
As far as I knew, Leshawna was the only one still with me because Owen wouldn't pick up her fucking phone (Yes. Our Owen is a girl.) so I ended up Texting Leshawna and telling her to dress like her TDI character because we were gonna keep it alive.
That morning I pulled myself into my sleeved corset and teal/black skirt. I laced up my Docs and zoomed out the door with blue lipstick perfectly brandished on my pale-as-shit face.
When I walked into the classroom, all the "Campers" laughed, and I shot a massive glare at Beth.
The most annoying part is she still thinks she's my friend, and it's annoying. I'm not gonna flat-out be mean to her, thats not me--however I really don't enjoy her company right now. So today when she asked to come over, dearest Owen saved me xD
"Heeey Gwen, you should let me hang with you today!"
"Gee, Beth, although that idea sounds reallly appealing, I can't have anyone over."
-insert Bridgette-
"GWENNN! CAN I COME OVER TO YOUR HOUSE TODAY AND WATCH TDA? 8D"
"Um... uh..."
-insert Owen-
"WHO WANTS TO GO ACROSS THE STREET AND GET AN ICED MOCHA? They're gooooood and the lady there gives you free DONUTS!"
Annd then Me, Izzy (btw, she has an account :iconclarintine:), Owen and Bridgette zoomed off while Beth jumped on her bus.
So, everything's good in Granite Falls c:
On a second note:
Is it possible to get sick again mere days after you've recovered from something? Because if it is, life's a bitch.
I just got over this annoying as shit headcold, and now I think I'm catching something else. I've been hacking all day and my throat feels like crap. It huuuurts. Especially when I swallow.
Now my head's all woozy and junk, too. Im laying down as I type this x.x
I'm gonna choke a bitch if I'm catching the flu. I HATE the flu.
Once again, I blame Gwen.
letttt's see, so that's about it. Also, I am about 80% sure that Courtney is coming back in the next episode of TDA.
As far as I know, there wasn't a preview at the end of episode 5, so I think she's back and joining the Grips. With the lack of teammates (4 to seven) they'll need her, and on top of that they're hiding the preview to keep it a secret.
Anyone agree?
Speaking of TDA, I'm pissed. 1. That Trent got voted off and 2. That teletoon's uploading it to the webie on Monday. Now I have to wait for saradomin to upload it. Oh well, better quality I s'pose.
BTW, check out his Total Drama Island Fan forum here www.totaldramafantic.proboards… We have 9 members, and It's kind of freaking me out. So join! We need a lot more people to talk about TDI/TDA with.
You can also down all 5 episodes in High quality there. I have them all! ^^
/later.
February 16th, 2009
DISREGARD THAT. I SUCK COCKS.
EPISODE 6 IS A TALK SHOW HOSTED BY GEOFF AND BRIDGETTE.
EDIT: Okay so like.... I know I already advertised this but srsly.
www.totaldramafantic.proboards… JOIN IF YOU ARE TRUELY A TDI FAN.
It's run by Saradomin, guys. THE GOD OF TOTAL DRAMA.
Also, I'm a mod there! I'll give you hugs!
We have like 19 memberssss. Join Join Join.
February 16th, 2009
Corny title, lol.
Okay, so spoilers for episode 6.
HOLY SHIT. MY HEART, IT BROKE IN TWO.
Omg.
TEAM TRENT
TEAM TRENT
TEAM TRENT
TEAM TRENT
TEAM TRENT
TEAM TRENT
TEAM TRENT.
Omg, TRENT WAS CRYING ;A; THAT KILLED ME. I WANT TO HUG THAT POOR GUY.
That chick on webcam? Yeah, that was me. I was disguised as a nerdy chick.
TRENT WAS CRYING ;____;
I love how they cut to the little sideroom and he's all
-EMO GUITAR PLAYING EMO GUITAR PLAYING EMO GUITAR PLAYING EMO GUITAR PLAYING EMO GUITAR PLAYING EMO GUITAR PLAYING!-
I also laughed my ass off at Cody.
"Gwen. She's hot. And I have her bra!"
I think that was the first time I've laughed out loud at TDI/A to the point of where I actually can't contain it.
-giant hammer smooshes Madi-
Okay I lied. I laughed when Noah's introduction was of him kissing Cody.
I also laughed when Eva called the show, and I laughed REALLY fucking hard at Chris!Yeti... or whatever the fuck that was. I was laughing too hard ot even pay attention.
TRENT WAS CRYING ;3;
Okay, the end. THE END THE END.
Contrary to my fangirlness, I have always not liked Trent's music xD His lyrics are shit, the way he randomly throws them together.
But omggg. When he sang at the end.
I have never cried at so hard at a fucking cartoon in my life!
Poor freaking Trent... I want to rage, I want to cry... oh wait, I already did. I WANT TO CRY MORE LIKE A BROODING EMO CRYING TEARS OF BLOOD FROM THEIR SOULLLL.
Oh my god, Trent. Trent, you deserve so much better ><
YOU KNOW
IF I WAS GWEN
WHICH I TOTALLY COULD BE
I WOULD NEVER DUMP HIM
HE'S TOO WONDERFUL.
I think eventually Gwens gonna get the news that the nine thing wasn't because of her and want him back...
But he's gonna be too mad...
God, I don't want them to be broken up forever ><
AHHHH TRENT YOU MADE MY HEART SHATTER FROM SADNESS
February 24th, 2009
If you wanna see me goofing around an acting like a kid...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hs7VTy…
Check out my youtube videos, if you haven't already :x
I'm a geek.
That particular one is an olllld chat on msn I had with mai buddies Remmis and (Trent).
(Trent) was Trent, I was Gwen, Remmis was Courtney.
I was also Geoff, Owen, and Courtney o_O
I'm sooo getting torched when the trolls see this post.
February 25th, 2009
So I just made a new amv, and god I love it!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEfNZt…
TDI with the song American Psycho by Treble Charger.
I'd so love it if you watched, It took me a couple hours to make.
March 2nd, 2009
I just went to an epic birthday party for (Shade) (Cody!)
The cake was freaking win
The pizza was freakin win
The awake-a-thon was freaking win.
Did you guys know I've had countless numbers of awake-a-thons and I've never lost once?
It's Gwen. She's screaming me awake with her gopher/gaffer powers.
god wtf did that even mean
i feel high
I came home and collapsed on my beddd
And slept for NINE hours
cause any more would go against my moralz.
We stayed up playing wind waker
Puppet ganon can kiss my ass
Oh oh, our Noah was there.
But Cody tied with me
He never freakin' fell asleep
We were gonna throw him next to Noah and see what happened
But we just ended up handcuffing Noah to a chair while he slept
Then Geoff stole the handcuffs
and I was like
Fuck dude. Don't you dare come near me with those things.
Cause yeah. Episode 21 an' shit.
Okay Im freaking myself out
srsly
April 3rd, 2009
I'm so sick right now that I think I might be having auditory hallucinations.
It goes like this... I was trying to go to bed at exactly one in the morning when I heard this noise... really deep voice, sounded kind of like a person saying one single word, though I couldnt put my finger on what. It freaked me out, I froze up and hid under my covers and eventually fell asleep... then I had this dream it was my sister running around the house with a mask scaring everyone. I mean like, exact same noise. I know it sounds a bit cliche, but whatever was making the noise was saying 'Boo'. Sounds a little playful, but that voice... the fucking voice...
While it happened the first time, I actually thought I was hallucinating. I mean, couldn't be that impossible, right? My temperature was really high, I could've been seeing things... so I woke up, and of course I tried going back to sleep.
But then I heard it again. It scared me like you would not believe, my heart quite literally started beating insanely, it felt like it was going to explode. It was kinda like I was still dreaming, but it was so damn REAL. And if I was dreaming, I dont know when I transitioned back into real life. I was turned away from my room (my bed is against the wall) and my eyes were shut tight. Eventually, I gathered up the courage and turned around, and...
Nothing. Nothing was in my room.
I sighed, grabbed my phone, and called Trent. He brought up the topic of paranormal... the dude's really into that kind of stuff. I'm half on his side, half on my own, really.
Anyways, I'm scared as shit... The noise is coming from the direction of my garbage can. I can't think of any explaination for it. My doors were all locked, my windows all shut, etc.
I wish I could sleep. I need it, god damnit... I'm still not well. But I'm so terified I'll hear that noise again.
That damn noise. Its so subtle, but so freaky...
And this isn't really the first time. The night before this, I was sick and I had this really weird fever dream that was mostly really fun xD Noah was telling me there were worm eggs on my bed in it... then they grew giant fangs and ate him. Roger Joseph Manning junior turned into a giant Jellyfish then exploded in Noah's face... Trent (as in, the character) was running around Granite asking for blowjobs. Sadly I was too busy saving Noah.
But that was just the dream. See, I fucking love nightmares as long as they don't involve... um... me in the ground. BUT THATS NOT THE POINT. I have this weird fear towards bugs infesting my clothing. And after the first part of the dream, Noah/Nickykins was talking about how they were all over my blankets, and in the dream some were hatched and growing and disgusting... then I woke up and I SAW the freaking things on my blanket. I freaked out, threw off my blanket, and went back to sleep... that when the jellyfish and the blowjobs entered.
Not to mention, I also have a fear of worms because they live... yeah... worms and maggots. So this experience was frightening.
Of course the first thing I'm blaming this on is the sickness... I really don't get it. It's basically the same thing I had in February (remember that? I BLAME GWEN STILL.) which was just... this... killer headcold-type-thing. I have the EXACT same thing... but now this shit is happening. I'm... really scared.
I'm so tired, so sleep-deprived. I just want to lay my head down and rest. I've noticed that the only time I hear the sound is RIGHT as I'm about to fall asleep. It's always the same noise, no variation in voice tone or whatever, like a recording. It's probably something that comes with me about to hit REM. I just don't know what to do. I'm scared shitless of this simple sound, but if I stay up more im afraid it'll just get worse...
I've never been through something like this before.
Help.
Cheer me up.
Do anything, I don't care... I need company to ease me…
April 6th, 2009
Okay, so I doubt any of you are familliar with Death Note but a while back they interviewed DN characters here on DA. Today, a spark hit me. You all know of our amazing forums, Total Drama Fantic? totaldramafantic.proboards.com
Weeelll we made 24 accounts today of TDI characters to ask questions to. Mostly the roleplayings gonna be done by me and a couple admins but you never know when we might need a hand... if you're good at staying in character, hit me up and we'll talk about possibilities--but be forewarned, some characters have been claimed.
Mainly, we need questions. Have you ever wanted to ask your favorite TDI character a question? What about your least favorite? You're in luck.
Right now, interviews are already in production. Our problem is, we have like no questions! So the first person up is Heather--the bitch that everyone either loves or hates (I adore her, personally) Her thread is loated on the forums, and contribution would really help. If you can't make an account atm, just post your question here and me and Saradomin will take some of the best into consideration--I seriously need your guyses help :D
Oh and the usernames arent stupid like TheRealTDIFaggots. I thought of them all, gimme some opinions:
Trent: Guitarded999
Gwen: ArtistikWitch
Noah: NEDRUDRELYT
Cody: BreadFromMyPants
Duncan: LOLPiercings
Courtney: CertifiedCIT
Owen: GasAndGut
Izzy: SpiderMonkey188
Eva: RoidRage
Justin: TooSexyForMyUsername
Leshawna: SlickShawty
Harold: WhiteAndNerdy
Heather: BaldButBeautiful
Katie: SadiesBFFFL
Sadie: KatiesBFFFL
Beth: PigsAhoy16
Lindsay: LegallyBlonde
Chris: PuppetMaster
Chef: MysteryMeatFTW
DJ: Kawaii34
Geoff: PartyHard111
Bridgette: ~*~IntoYesterday~*~
Tyler: RockyBalboa27
Ezekiel: MyUsername
April 9th, 2009
Okay, so I'm going to Sakuracon in like two days and god, now I'm embarrassed as shit because I finally saw the commercial.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=XP5lz2…
FUCK ITS SO WEEABOO.
Ugh... is... is this what they're trying to represent anime fans as?
It's freaking terrible!
This just kills me inside. The entire time, instead of enjoying myself and buying my gay porn and talking to people and signing walking Death Notes, I'm gonna be looked at as some faggot.
And dear god, I bet like 20 people will be shouting GIRUGAMESH xD I can just so seeing happening, the convention hall is filled with newfags constantly spouting random memes anyways.
Somebody please kill me.
April 21st, 2009
17th was the day of silence.
Being the queer I am, I shut up as well as many other students.
The thing with GFMS is, the boys are all assholes, so a lot of confused chicks turn to... well... each other. 60% of them are fake, but we still support the same cause together.
Let me tell you about my Harold.
He's short, ginger, and a total geek. He's amazing, but he's a total emo at times. His downfall has seriously come.
On the day of silence, he got angry because all his friends were silent.
So, wanting attention, he started blabbing about how gays are like animals, they don't deserve rights, they're pathetic scum.
Things Hitler once said about Jews. Things that start genocide.
We'd never had this problem before. People here are pretty cool.
Lesson one, Harold--when all fo your friends are gay, you don't start saying that.
One by one, they left the lunch table.
We're all wearing rainbow tomorrow.
We're pissing him off.
He has nothing left.
And we have became the hoes standing against Harold.
We are THE SHOVEL BRIGADE :B
April 28th, 2009
...over something I shouldn't be depressed about.
You guys know me, you know that once I'm obsessed with something it becomes my life. Those of you who know me on a deeper level know that my obsessions usually change. Some are stored, then brought back later
... some just fade. Some, I can only enjoy when new products are being made... some aren't even my style, but I like them anyways.
That last one? That's what TDI is.
And I'm regretting saying it... but I should really say 'was'.
2 weeks ago I wanted to show my friend (Ryuzaki) the wonders of Death Note. (Ryuzaki) has lived a sheltered child her entire life, because of it she's not very book smart and certainly not very socially educated. Her attention span is short as hell... and really, I didn't think she'd make it past the second episode.
I was wrong.
Within hours, she was looking up the episodes HERSELF. None of the friends I've converted to DN have EVER done that. They all just say 'Wooo Madi's house, Death Note marathon!' then go home and take a nap.
But she was seriously addicted.
She started addressing me by my old name... "B-kun"
And the nostalgia... it feels great but... what about TDI?
I can feel it slipping away. I remembered what happened when I stopped making Death Note related productions and started making TDI ones... I became famous among people in the TDI community, I've even made it to the blog! As conceited and selfish as it sounds, where will my life go if I'm not a TDI fanatic?
Suddenly it feels like I'm torn between my real life and my online one.
Will doing what inspires me really be best?
Or will I be forced to dwell upon the past?
Damnit... I don't want TDI gone. It just doesn't feel like its time yet... to leave my life...
And what really irks me is that NONE of my IRL friends are even noticing! I thought TDI meant as much to them as it did to me... but a lot of them are just like... idk, loyal dogs who follow me no matter what. That's a gift, but seriously, some of them... I wish they would be less submissive.
Yeah, I just made a D.Nd Poisoned reference. DO YOU FREAKING SEE WHAT I MEAN?!
I hope TDI isn't gone you guys... but for the record, if you notice it ceasing... I've given my reason.
~sigh~
Dear mom and dad, I'm doing fine... ;_;
May 4th, 2009
This was an amazing weekend.
Okayyy, so basically on Friday (Mello), Nick, and (Kirara) came over to my house.
We hung aorund for a while, just being bored and all, then (Kirara) and (Mello) started making out.
(Noah)and I were sitting there with secret hardons and duuude. It was amazing. One thing I love about (Mello) is her definite tendency to be attracted to anything with the following:
1. Stripes
2. Red hair
3. Tobacco
4. Video game addictions
So then (Kirara) spent the night, (Mello) left and (Shade) came over. We went to the graveyard then got arrested for being out past curfew lol.
Before that, we headed over to the Red Apple. Bought me Candy and (Mello) some chocolate which broke into pieces... (Noah)left, (Kirara) convinced her mom to stay at my house.
I woke up to (Trent), we cuddled and me him and (Kirara) met up with (Mello). Upon being around (Mello), I started developing an obsession with a DN character who I had previously paid no mind to--Near.
The entire day (while (Mello) and (Kirara) were making out) I sat on the floor twirling my hair and playing with barbies and toys and junk. We started calling (Trent) our temporary Gevanni and I made out with him because he's sweet like that.
We had a DN marathon, and (Ryuzaki) came over! She was disappointed that I wasn't being B-esque.
I also made a Near wig!
B's really kinda slipped down to second favourite xD
So after everyone left, I went to :iconclarintine:'s house.
Best. Night. Ever.
First of all--She turns on the TV and I see a glimpse of Edward Norton first thing. She changes it, and I go FUCK, TURN BACK.
And what do I hear?
"Tyler's gone, Tyler's not here anymore!"
FIGHT CLUB WAS ON !!!!
OH GOD CHUCK PALAHNIUK I LOVE YOU
So we watched it and I was once again brought to tears by the absolute beauty of the ending.
Now I've been obsessively listening to Where is My Mind from the final scene~
Noah would be proud.
(Trent) got online, we talked about it and stuff ^^
Then me and (Clarintine) ended up getting really hyper or something and watching Sesame Street, all the while cracking jokes about Bert and Earnie being homos.
And on Myspace, something epic happened.
Eric asked her what she did this weekend,
She told him
and he replied, with no explaination, with this:
"speedle"
It made us laugh so hard.
So yeah, we ate chicken nuggets which we named something incredibly racist I don't feel like saying xD
Then we played with toys
I stole a mudkip card
etc.
Again, Sesame street was amazing. It was brought to you by the letter W which made me happy.
Watari ftw.
(Trent) messaged me when I got home.
"Madi, did we talk last night? I'm having trouble remembering..."
"Yes."
"What did we talk about?"
"Fight Club"
"..."
"Er... That wasn't a joke."
May 19th, 2009
I have a crush on (Mello) 8D Just thought I'd throw that out there.
She's Mellolicious.
But at this point everyone does and I'm just special because I have a "sexy albino ass"
meanwhile, cosplay.
Comment it.
June 24th, 2009
What is it about summer time that makes me get into this fandom so much?
Seriously, I play the games then forget about them until summer starts back up again. before you know it me and my best friend are running around in our organization cosplays.
Though, (Shade)'s more of a Sora kind of person.
Anyways, blah. I stayed up all night playing KH2 and drawing chibi crap because that's all I can draw because I have no sense of proportioning whatsoever. Meanwhile, I'm busting my ass waiting for this new game... it's like, entirely based on fucking AkuRoku.
Annnnd my TDI watchers have no idea what I'm saying right now.
Oh yeah, irl Trent broke up with me for good this time. It's beent he most hellish week of my life but I think we're getting back together soon, based on the way he's been acting towards me. He acts like he totally hates me and never wants to see me again over the internet but in real life he's so sweet and kind, he gives me hugs and lets me cry over the damn breakup in his arms... I swear, amazing guy. I just wish I had him back.
Now we really are the real Trent and Gwen, huh?
Anyways this journal WOULD consist of me being emo over that since I haven't updated in so damn long but really, I've already done all that bull. I've been so depressed over the last week that I can't even see straight... I'm just so tired of reflecting on it, this guy was my life and we dated for 16 months! Seriously, I'm heartbroken.
But no one wants to hear me be sad! I'll continue to be happy little Madi from now on.
Sea-salt ice cream. Eat it. It's amazing.
Got it memorized?
June 27th, 2009
Okay, for those of you who watch Death Note and know about how Duncan = Matt, WE'RE YOU GUYS NOT LOLLING THIS ENTIRE EPISODE?
I always considered Courtney to be the Mello of TDI, and now, she has a catchphrase, that catchphrase being...
"I will not be second placed!"
SERIOUSLY?
Also, Duncan, HE HAD A CROTCHGUN!!
And on top of that, anyone catch how when they were crashing the go-cart into different scenes, the third one was a bunch of cop cars?
Oh wow, the DN fan inside me is screaming.
September 9th, 2009
That's right, the most gorgeous guy on TDI has his own Holiday cause he's BA.
I have art but I'm not uploading it until 9:09 pm 'cause I have to go see 9 in theaters.
Hurray for Trent! Everyone wear greeeen~
September 10th, 2009
5x9 is my new OTP
September 20th, 2009
I'm fuckin' fourteen.
I has a new boyfriend.
I don't know what rhymes with fourteen.
contains: excessive scribbles of Total Drama, the continuation of my love for doing everything in red pen, occasional portraits of classmates / teachers
contains: a pretty good mix of fandom & friends
contains: fandom, friends, and the advent of my returning interest in Death Note. i got some really nice inking pens as a gift around christmas and this was when I started properly using them.
contains: death note yaoi. little bit of KH toward the end.
contains: kingdom hearts & throwing myself back into TD as I cope with my breakup through online communities & the people there. you will see a lot of art of fellows from the TDi fandom with their favourite characters / selfships for that reason.
my art output always suffers in the summer, and the favct that this sketchbook had terrible paper did not help lol. i tried to get more use out of my lightbox & prismacolours for that reason, but ultimately this is when i started experimenting with digital art & becoming more comfortable with it.
below are pieces that were not in any sketchbook and thus cannot always be placed concretely within the year, but ones i held onto nonetheless. enjoy!
these are all pieces i considered finished and shared on my dA account / elsewhere :]
class = "columns" bit. (this is good for
things like posting comic pages, since columns can mess with the order of your images.)
